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Monday, 05 January 2009

  • Hopes and dreams? Rough title... any suggestions?


    Could it finally be? Anticipation driving her, Sam was racing home. She'd been waiting her whole life for this, and she wasn't even sure that this was it. Even the slightest hope was enough to make her giddy, in spite of the fact that the letdown would kill her if she was wrong. While all the other little girls had been talking about their weddings, Sam was preoccupied with the day she would give birth. Now, six years into a marriage with no children, she sped home with the pregnancy test on the seat next to her. With a baby she could die a happy woman.

    Everything was beautiful to Sam. The snow was falling gently with the pure white of new born life. The sun was setting with the vibrant colors of a hopeful future. Even the icicles on houses seemed to shine at her with a song of light. And the baby she believed to be within her rested peacefully.

    Two minutes until home. All that was left was to cross route 68. The road was busy today, but there were enough gaps in traffic that she could make it through. Her opportunity came after a red Chevy truck. She started to accelerate, but her tires began spinning on ice. She was just enough into the intersection that her car would be crippled by the eighteen wheeler coming down the road. She floored it, which only caused her tires to slip more. Frantically, she laid on the horn, hoping the truck driver would get the idea. He slammed on his brakes, but continued to slide toward her on the ice. The whining of her engine mixed with screams of terror as her tires spun. The lights of the truck stole her attention and breath as she watched it's final feet of approach in silent horror.

    Then her tires caught and launched her across the street. The truck nearly landed in the ditch, but regained control and continued on it's way. Sam pulled to the side of the road to regain composure. As she looked around it was like a bad dream that was now over. No sign of any near misses, only the quickened beating of her heart. Then her eyes fell on the test and as quickly as her near miss played out, it was forgotten.

    That night when Jason, her husband, came home she met him at the door. She was nearly bursting with the news, but tried to make him guess. She lasted about fourteen seconds before she exploded. Sam had always known what she would name her children, but now that it was really here all certainties were gone. Maybe she and Jason could find a better name. They had to have the best name for their baby. And a nursery! The most up to date nursery loaded with toys. There was so much to do to get ready, and Sam couldn't wait.

    The screaming of the engine, no, her own screams pierced her ears. Her body screamed in pain from the tension. The truck was sliding toward her, probably still traveling around fifty miles an hour. Her heart raced and she forced her foot to the floor. The headlights of the truck. She stared in horror as they drove in on her. The pain increased and she braced for impact.

    Sam sat upright in bed. It was time. Her heart still beating from the nightmare, she knew the pain was because she was in labor. Finally! She'd waited so long, and now she would be a mother! Jason was already up and running. They rushed to the hospital and were quickly attended to by the nurses.

    After fifteen hours of labor, Sam lay exhausted, but satisfied. She had held her baby in her arms. He was so tiny! Ryan, she and Jason had finally decided on, was a pink, healthy baby. He spit up on her, whimpered a little and she loved every minute of it. She was convinced that she was the happiest woman alive. Now she could die a happy woman.

    The day after the accident officer Uche called Jason, "You asked us to look into that pregnancy test that was found in the car, sir. Your wife was not pregnant."
    "Thank God." Jason quietly replied.

Tuesday, 30 December 2008

Monday, 22 December 2008

  • Turning point


    "Do you think that I can just do what I want and be happy?"
    "No."
    "Why not?"
    "Because you've been trying that for years and you are the most miserable person I know."
    Ryan had never been so blatant with Jeff in all the years they had known each other. Jeff had just quit another job and was living off of some girl. It was a simple equation for him; do what I want = be happy. But Ryan was right, he was miserable. The girl, Samantha, would probably be upset with him and maybe even kick him out this time. Then it would be back to mom and dad. They didn't have the heart to see him on the street, despite the fact that he was now twenty five. He refused to hold a job, couldn't keep a girl for longer than a month or two, and somehow always ended up back in his old bedroom.

    "It's just not me," Jeff said.
    "What, the job? Who cares!? At least it's a job. Keep it until you find one you like!" Ryan responded.
    "I told you man, it's not me. I can't do something I don't like."
    "Can't? You mean won't."
    "That's just who I am," Jeff was starting to get angry. His sentences always shortened when he was ticked. Ryan wasn't in the greatest mood either.
    "Maybe who you are needs to change."
    "You want me to change who I am? I can't change who I am!" Now he was furious.
    "Are you serious?" Ryan demanded, "You're constantly changing. You're not the same person you were a year ago. You're not even the same person you were last week! The question is, are you directing the change, or are you letting what you want define who you become?"
    "I gotta go," Jeff hung up the phone. He didn't want to hear it anymore. How could this guy call himself a friend and then demand that Jeff be something other than what he was? What a jerk.

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

  • The Bridge


    We found ourselves at the strangest bridge I have ever seen. It was made up of large green rings that seemed to float in the air. Some of them weren't even connected to the others. The four of us needed to cross that bridge. We had to.

    I was there with my best friend, Curtt, and another guy had joined us with his five or six year old daughter. Curtt scooped the little girl up and started to cross. Either he was fearless or crazy. When he reached the rings that weren't connected there wasn't even a hint of hesitation. How? I could barely cross myself, without an extra fifty pounds on my back.

    Things were going smoothly. A few more rings and we'd be at our goal. It was just a small white platform with a hint of a rust coloring. I wasn't entirely sure why we needed to get there, but we had to.

    My thoughts were interrupted by panic when Curtt lost his footing and slipped off a ring! Holding the little girl with one hand and hanging from the ring with the other he chuckled to himself. It must have been out of relief, but from where I was standing they both seemed to still be in a precarious situation.

    The girl's father was furious and started yelling at Curtt. The man was so close, but still didn't try to pull them up. It was like this place made people crazy. I was a bit farther away, but started moving as quickly as I could to their aid. My services, however, were not needed. Curtt swung his body up onto the ring and continued on to the white platform with the girl in tow. I knew he was strong, but that blew my mind.

    We all reached the platform and sat down to rest. Why were we here? The question wouldn't leave me alone. Fear began to creep through my mind as I realized that I couldn't remember anything before the bridge. What kind of strange games does this place play with the mind? Did anyone remember anything before the bridge? Would I look crazy to ask?

    Again my thoughts were interrupted. This time by the platform as it began to move. Move!? It rose several feet, then began to move slowly forward. Where was it taking us? Then it began to rotate like a roller coaster doing a loop, but without enough speed for inertia to hold us down. Would we fall to our deaths?

    Somehow we stayed put. I didn't understand it. Was this another trick on my mind, or could the laws of physics be broken here? First Curtt, now the platform.... Then it hit me! This was an amusement park ride. In fact, it was based on Jurassic Park. Could they really have such a deadly entrance to the ride? Would we survive the rest of the ride? This was crazy!

    I sat up straight and looked around. I was still in somewhat of a stupor, but as the groginess gave way to awareness I realized I had slept much longer than I intended. It was definitely time to get up. There were things to do and a certain consistency to reality that demanded it be so, thankfully.

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

  • Why not?

    The obligatory initial post with no real valuable content. Why not? I just wasted most of the time I allotted to this trying to find a name that wasn't already in use somewhere. Dang.

    More later.

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  • Ziplok
    i was hoping to get some footage during this big ass storm up here in New Hampshire... Peace Ziplok
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